It is getting close to the time when Daddy will come to visit for the first time. Well, that is not entirely true. It will be the first time that he will come to visit as my Daddy. To quote Debi from Grosse Point Blank, "What is this I'm feeling? Is it pain? Panic? Hunger? Am I hungry? Who's hungry?" I'm still trying to work out what the answer to all of those would be. I know that I'm feeling nervous, but I wouldn't say that it is panic. Pain? Not yet, but hopefully when Daddy visits there will be. Hungry? Very very.
I'm most nervous about being able to please him. I have mentioned this on a few occasions to him and he is reassuring and tells me that he is certain that he will be pleased. He tells me that the only thing I have to concentrate on is doing what he tells me. I need to let myself remember that - all I have to do is what Daddy tells me, and Daddy will take care of everything else. Daddy will take care of everything. Daddy will take care of me.
I think that the plan is for him to come to visit before Christmas and on a day that T is working, so that we can spend the day together and then the three of us can send the evening together once T arrives home. Daddy with his two girls.
Today is the 15th of December. Tomorrow I am working. The 20th and 21st are a weekend. T and I are leaving to visit family on Christmas Eve. This leaves 5 days for him to visit. And it is going to possibly happen at some stage in the next 10 days.
Oh my.
And there's the panic.
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